It’s almost fall. What a beautiful time to sink in and create routines and rituals in your life where you put you in there. How will you carve out that space for your own nurturing, creativity and peace? Don’t just take the scraps of what’s left at the end of every full week ahead. You can intentionally carve out something for you to fuel your every day. What can this look like?
I’ve been spending a lot of time lately feeling into what it means to love my body, to truly love it, all of it. I am familiar with the resistance I feel to this, to loving all of me. The wrinkles and the curves and the parts that don’t fit like they used to. The pressure to be different.
But how do I want to live? What’s on the other side of fully embracing this gorgeous miracle of life that exists within and without this body? Wouldn’t I rather see what’s on the other side of holding judgetments and pain and self-loathing? Wouldn’t it be cool to see if there is more freedom, lightness and joy just on the other side of this baggage I’m bringing to my mirror?
I find so much love for my body when I feel into what does feel good. I find so much compassion for my body when I see how solidly I am built and how well my body adapts and restores itself. My body is strong, able and alive. My body loves to move, to move gently, to move regularly and to play.
What do you want to do today, body? How do you want to feel?
The body speaks and I listen, I can feel the relationship of being in my body and connecting back into my self. Gentle, witnessing awareness.
Thank you, body. Thank you for your patience as I learn to love all the parts of you!
It’s time to think of sustainability for our bodies. It starts with self-care.
Hi! If you’re like most of my clients, you’ve been just trying to make it through for a WHILE now.
I had a client come in last week who basically in five minutes summarized the entire last pandemic year in for all of us:
so many changes
so many unknowns to navigate
unresolved anxiety and trauma
lots of family hurts and feelings to manage
a big job shift
unsure of how to move forward socially
in a really bad place with their body
Can we just pause on this? This is such a collective experience happening right now and I want you to know that you are heard! You are seen! The world and our hearts are with you. It’s collective and it’s so human and understood that this has been a rough go in our journeys through humanhood. What a time.
I hear that some of us might feel like: it hasn’t been that bad. I fared pretty well in all of this. And I’m so glad to hear, that is so good to take stock and what if you’ve done all right? Sigh, so good. Take a breath. That IS wonderful.
And… it’s okay to find those spaces where you can just let it not be “okay”. It’s okay that it’s not all okay. In the sense that there is a knocking on that deeper cosmic door and are you listening? What is your body telling you? Is there anything that you need right now?
I hope that you can start with self-compassion. If we all started with an ABUNDANCE of self-love in all that we did, I feel there could be such an incredible shift towards peace, both inside and out. Let us be so kind and gentle with ourselves.
Really listen to your inner voice and imagine talking with an eager four-year-old who wants a hug. Awww. I hear you, it’s been hard. So rough, your body is hurting. Yes, this is difficult.
AND. There are baby steps towards feeling better. What could they be for you? It can be the tiniest steps. This last I have had the honor of working with a number of clients who had never had a massage before ever. YES! I feel so excited that people are reaching out for nurturing healing, for spaces they can rest into, to heal, to feel themselves in a new way.
What are you willing to try? Excited even?
What are your baby steps, the tiniest movements, the one degree shifts towards your own inner light?
We are here for you, to help you create that space to listen, to go within and to find those small, quiet shifts that can make all the difference.
We still have time to choose what we want to keep from when the world slowed down last year…
if that was, in fact, a part of your experience too.
We all experienced this past pandemic year or so quite differently but I wonder what you’re hoping to bring forward with you…
As a mom, my life slowed way down in terms of everything.
Not only was school and all childcare cancelled, it was all of the events, plans, play dates AND that feeling that I needed to keep our lives filled up up up.
When the shutdowns first started, I really was sitting with the reality of how overly busy our lives had become…
scrambling and hustling way too much.
I reflected on how much I was expecting of our little two person family unit.
Swayed, in part, by the culture I was swimming in.
It was in the shock of the slow-down that I could see the contrast, like… Hey you, is all of that really necessary?
It was just suddenly gone. Poof!
There was a lot of grief and loss and pain. A lot of adapting. A lot of fear and anxiety.
And it was quiet around us for a bit…
The fast pace was gone and I was able to deal with my own personal struggles within the pandemic but without the social pressure outside.
In an early spring moment of quarantine when I thought I had COVID, I sat in a hammock and watched my backyard elm bloom for a week and wondered why I had never done that in the ten years before…
It was totally stunning. Boring… and totally fascinating!
What a combo to sit with.
To be forced to just BE.
What a time of growth.
Well… that pace and some of that pressure is creeping back already…
As we start to reconnect again, I can feel the pull to max our time to connect with the people, do the things… say yes to everything that’s coming our way.
Gosh, some of the normalcy is tear-inducing.
The gatherings, the parks, the sharing meals with friends…
The things we’ve missed and the things we’ve lost.
Our thing is camping and this summer we got back on the weekend camping trips train and boy, is this something I had missed.
It is SO fun to be had outdoors in the PNW, to go with people you love.
I am drawn to the woods, to the experience of getting away, the vibe of being with other families and kids running free. It feels just awesome – all of it.
Especially after getting skunked last summer, everything cancelled and closed.
So, we went for it, booked things out and got back in deep this year. We’re back to back plans mapped out for the summer. Full-ON. Watch out, people.
And it’s good! I think?
Yet… I really do want to preserve some things that felt a lot better when there was less social noise, less FOMO and fewer decisions.
We were home more, just chillin’.
We did “less.”
Things felt quiet.
We heard more birds and took simple walks.
I had an incredible gift, as a solo parent, that during the shut downs I closed shop for a while, and was just home with my kiddo…
That was a once-in-a-lifetime kind of feeling.
How can I preserve some of this? Some of that goodness found during those tough times…
Wayyy back in the summer of 2020…
There’s also a lot of healing happening and we can really look mindfully at what’s happened to us on the inside…
to our kiddos… in the world around us…
to those that have suffered a lot this past year and are still really struggling.
A lot, lot, lot has passed recently. And there are some real opportunities here for practicing compassion and reevaluating our lives in relation to the world around us.
I see some huge gifts for society and all of us in this opportunity to reflect. And to remember how hard this has been.
To give ourselves more breaks and to really lean into some self-love as we slowly recalibrate…
all of us awkwardly navigating our new social world around us.
Let’s be nice to each other and most importantly, to ourselves in this.
What do you want to bring forward and what can you let go?
How can we take an empowered approach to a holiday like Valentine’s day?
This pandemic has been somewhat of a rough go for everyone but especially for some more than others. If that is you, no matter who you are, I want to send you the warmest hugs and blessings from the bottom of my heart.
I want you to know that I get to work with people every day who are suffering on many levels with the challenges of this past year, the hurts, the pains and losses, even when they feel minor to you, I just want you to know that it’s okay to be having a hard time. We all kind of are. And things are getting better slowly but surely.
I want to also say that I am a huge believer in self-love, self-nurturing and finding your supports. This is why I do what I do for a living and I am utterly impressed, and I am not just saying this, I am PROUD of every single client who walks through my door for a massage.
It is such an act of courage to reach out, to make an appointment for yourself, to give yourself permission to just BE with yourself, your body and healing touch.
It’s hard for me, too, and I’m in this every day.
Self-compassion is a healing mind-set that we get to nurture and make stronger with every choice we make. Be so kind to yourself.
My Valentine’s gift to you is to remind you to reach out, to do something for yourself that feels brave to do or something you’ve neglected that you love.
If that’s massage, wonderful! I am not trying to be Hallmark-y just to sell you a gift card but you know, it’s what I do and I’m offering you the easy gift here 🙂 (wink wink). For yourself! For your lover or friend or your kiddo’s teacher… I’m here for you.
What a time, what a week, what a year. As I’ve been working with clients through the pandemic and this week more than ever, I’ve noticed people really longing for stability and security in their lives. My clients are grasping for a deeper sense of how to frame what is happening outside of them, in the world as they feel the effect of events outside themselves.
So here we are in the weirdest year ever.
Many of the things in our lives that we previously thought of as steady and fixed have now proven to be a source of unknown variability and uncertainty.
Our commutes, routines, schools, our work environment and our social circles…
Our sense of safety in the outside world, our health, social and political layers of reckoning…
there is so much change and fragility.
We find ourselves joking about what’s the next surprise as we assess these collective previously unfathomable shifts to our day to day.
Can we just take a moment on that note and breathe? We have to give that a minute and not just simply move on to the next, you know?
I just want to acknowledge your heart in this, your body and mind, this incredible being that you are that is ultimately HERE, alive and somehow still functioning, rebalancing and adjusting to SO. MANY. CHANGES! It’s quite incredible isn’t it?
So…
What I am seeing is this deep collective longing for stability, security, and safety; for a sense of control and for things that we can count on. Feeling into the notions of consistency and routine is soothing, isn’t it? Ahhh. Routine. Predictability.
Our bodies settle, our nervous system can shift from that high alert state into a deeper, calmer sense of self. This is a mind shift and it is so physiological because we are animals! We have a gift as human animals that we can consciously shift our bodies into that relaxed state of the parasympathetic nervous system that is where we rest, digest and settle. Where we heal, nurture and return to our own inner safety. This is such a gift of being human and it takes attention and practice, especially in times like these.
How can we cultivate this deep sense of stability and security within ourselves?
1. First tune into what is within your realm of control and what is not.*
Write down those things that really are out of your hands. Things not in your control might be what others say or what they think about you. These are things that we’ll find our way to peace with, release them to the universe, go on a walk, find your own ways to surrender to what is in those realms.
2. What is within your control?
When we see that we do have ways that we are in control over our bodies, our home environment, how we operate, we can begin to shift our attention to what we need. You are in control of your inner realm, some of your thoughts and focus, your next step, your next action.
3. What do you need in your life right now?
If it is this deep sense of stability, start to notice in your life where stability shows up, where you feel secure and what brings you a sense of safety. This can be from things like your budget, your warm home, the car that gets you to and fro, your family, your adoring pet, the tall swaying trees outside of your window. It can be simple and small.
4. Next, how can you call more stability and security into your life?
Write down ways that you can create more and more stability in the near future in your home, social networks, financial life, your routines or health. This might be by calling a friend more regularly, taking a regular walk or learning a new skill that would feel stabilizing for your future.
What we put our attention to expands! Look at this list in the mornings, when you are feeling anxious or when you want some reminders of how deep that well is inside of you.
Your journal prompts…
Things that I cannot control:
Things that I can control:
I have stability in my life in these ways:
I am calling more stability into my life everyday in these ways:
Warm hugs to you on this blustery fall day here in Seattle.
Big love,
Katy
*I would like to give a nod to one of my favorite authors and speakers, Gay Hendricks who uses a process around the things I can control/can’t control in his book The Joy of Genius, which I highly recommend.
What lights the fire of this cozy sweet life of yours?
We are creatures who seek comfort in so many ways, naturally, habitually. In this changing of the seasons now as the leaves dance in colors and we flow into November, let us honor this instinct to draw inward and to self-soothe. Get sweet with yourself and find those things that help you feel nurtured.
We are creatures who seek comfort in so many ways, naturally, habitually. In this changing of the seasons now as the leaves dance in colors and we flow into November, let us honor this instinct to draw inward and to self-soothe. Get sweet with yourself and find those things that help you feel nurtured.
Have you heard of the Scandanavian term “hygge”? It’s lovely!
Hygge reflects a cultural draw in Denmark to a sense of comfort, simplicity, warmth and drawing in a sense of community to your life. It is a concept that can encompass many principles of personal happiness and delight and is different for each person. It’s about savoring in the charm of simple pleasures of life year-round, but especially as the nights get longer and colder. So into this!
2020 has brought us an unbelievable amount of twists and turns, many of us finding that our nervous systems are on high alert to the stresses of change, uncertainty and isolation. It’s collective and real. It’s easy to normalize on some level but this is really an important time for us to focus inward in a new way.
Now more than ever, we have an opportunity to learn to self-soothe and find great benefit to our bodies, our spirits, our health and overall well-being. I love drawing from the gentleness of hygge and finding your own creative way to settle your spirit.
My 8-year-old son and I recently moved into a sweet new home in a quiet neighborhood. After the stresses of this year in general, my soul needs nourishing and calm. Starting with a fresh, empty home has brought me so many ideas about how to create and fill my space with a sense of connection to ME. What do I love to do? How do I find rest?
I am setting up my resting areas in special places around the house where I can look out and see trees, sit by the space heater fireplace (even fake fires are relaxing :), sip some rose tea and dig into a freshly downloaded novel. I’m making space for my son to dive into dark afternoon Lego projects. I’m finding ways for us to get creative together with puzzles and crafts that help us feel connected as a little family. Also… I have the BEST bathtub with the HOTTEST water that has already brought me incredible amounts of joy. My last home I had to boil five kettles of water to even get excited about a bath. Low light, music, hot water. Thank you, universe!
So… let’s hear it for what is cozy for you? How do you rest and self-soothe?
Happy sweet times to you ahead, my friends. I’m grateful to be here with you.
They help calm my mind and focus in on how I want to feel, think and operate.
When my mind is too wiley to be still… I can tune in to this space and just listen. I am so grateful for the wonderful people who create these offers for my body and mind.
It’s got an incredibly attractive interface and a TON of free meditations, talks and workshops to browse. You can find your favorites and save them, listen to them over and over for some killer sleep support, general relaxation and learning.
Other apps you might want to try are Headspace and Calm.
Hi honey, I hear you. This week has been a little brutal here in Seattle. The air is clear now. We are wearing masks, staying in, staying away. And guess what?! Here comes the rain. And that’s okay. Sigh.
It’s just okay!
Oh my gosh, if you had told any of us that the pandemic would not just be this two week blip of an inconvenient shut down… we would have flipped out entirely.
Here we are and we are still kicking. Aren’t we? Aren’t we just amazing animals that can adapt and flex and here we frigging are?!? Still here.
How have you fared?
I have swam through the waters of so many shifts and life changes in these last months. I feel so far from the old life I had back in February 2020 that felt honestly, a little too fast, a little disconnected, a bit too full of FOMO and making WAY too many things happen in this one simple and easy life I’ve got here.
In April, I watched the huge Maple tree in my backyard bloom, noticing it for the first time in ten years. TEN YEARS!
In May, I decided to pivot the way that I do my business entirely and signed up for some incredible classes that will change the way I work with clients.
In June, I let go of all of my summer plans for good. I melted into the struggle. Summer with full time kiddo, no camps, no plans was a little rough.
In August, I found small ways to make my summer feel like a summer after-all.
It’s FALL! I can’t believe it. I’m feeling like… my body is slightly traumatized and still in high alert and at the same time, I feel way tougher. I feel way more flexible and I feel like my life is permanently simplified. Because I was forced to full stop for a while. I really didn’t realize how high I was revving before, flying through life.
So now… I want to take it slow. I want to give my nervous system some time to calm down. To be sweet and still. To sink into whatever rhythms and routines I can that feel nurturing, loving and slow. I’m learning to befriend myself.
Did you know that you are actually the one who knows your body the very best?
In countless hours I have spent with my clients who are experiencing pain, I see people who are coming to terms with being the one who is actually in charge of thier own healing. There’s a weight to that. It can feel like a lot to manage and deal with, especially managing the emotional aspects of this. Yes, there are absolutely doctors and plans and programs for your health. It starts of course, with having a wise and comprehensive health care team of advisors and people who can accurately asess and problem solve with you. I love when I see people tackling pesky, chronic issues with their health from a variety of angles. Here in Seattle, we are blessed with a culture of wellness and the number of providers and alternative health practitioners is quite awesome. You can start with one great referral, ask around and ask lots of questions, learn to trust your gut and go from there, one step at a time.
I have seen clients with chronic neck pain, nerve pain, low back pain… so many issues that feel like they have a clear beginning but no real timeline of progress that you can hold on to. There are things that work and things that work for just a bit. There are appointments and exercises, stretches, new approaches and self-care to dos. How do you manage all of this without getting overwhelmed and discouraged? You feel like who is actually in charge with the right answers and how are we going to fix this thing?!?!
To start, I would propose that coming at this from a place of peace can help in every way. What does this even mean? Well, as out-of-your-hands as healing can often feel, what is in your hands? You, my friend, are in charge of your inner environment, your perspective, your sense of self and what it feels like to be you in this body. You know this, noone else. Your experience is deep and informed for what it is like to be you. What can we work with here?
I would invite you to look at your healing and look at some of the beliefs around your pain and healing. Write them down. Be real. This pain frigging sucks because…. get it all out. Do you feel like this will never end? Do you feel like you were lead astray? Are you pissed that you can’t play your sport or even get through the day comfortably? Are you blaming yourself? Do you feel betrayed by your body? GET. IT. OUT. Listen and observe. Write it down and take a look at the situation your mind is in, the subconscious that is at play all day here in the background. So tough. I’m so sorry that it is hard and it’s so good to give yourself a hug of compassion for that. Like, REALLY. Be kind to yourself for what you are going through, the losses, the complications and stress and costs.
Next, can you find a place of nuture for yourself that feels warm, comfortable, quiet, still? If you meditate regularly, you are familiar with this space but sometimes we get so stuck in our heads its hard to turn the noise down. We forget the noise is on full volume sometimes. Can you sit even in your car before you open the door and get out… wherever you can give yourself a mini-break to tune in. Take a big fat breath, really, really deep breath.
Now with your hand on your heart, say:
I am in pain. I am feeling down(insert: angry, mad, stressed, bummed, etc) about this.
Everyone feels pain. Everyone feels down at times.
It’s okay to feel pain. It’s okay to feel down.
Give yourself a few breaths in this still space that you’ve created where it’s okay to be human. It’s okay to feel flawed and down and out and hopeless. Injury is hard. Recovery is hard. Maybe this is all you need is a little love for a sec.
AND… then if you’re up for it…
In this space, see if there is another way of looking at this. What are you willing to let go of here? Yes, it totally sucks when your body can’t do what it wants to do comfortably. Look at the beliefs you stated before all of that suff that’s under the surface about this pain. Is there anything that you’re ready to release? What thoughts and beliefs about this situation can just go? Take a few deep breaths and see if that is possible. Breathing deeply, notice the thought for a moment and release it into the ethers. Breathe it out and let it go. Are there any shifts with that releasing?
If you sit with how your body is, just is in this moment, where can you find acceptance?
Can you find areas of your body to simply observe the sensations without any labels, judgement or trying to change it?
Are there any benefits that you’ve gleaned from this injury, any hidden gems from this path that you didn’t intend to be on?
Can you let go of any expectations, find more patience, less grip on the timeline?
You might try this and just see where it takes you. I have been fascinated with the transformations that have happened in myself with this type of self-compassion. This here is my hug to you, oh dear one who is suffering at times within this ol’ bag of bones. Our bodies are so amazing, dynamic, magical. Your body will appreciate every ounce of compassion that you send to it and the heart housed within. BIG HUGS to you!
It’s just okay!
Did you know that you are actually the one who knows your body the very best?