I have been taking a beautiful course and journey with my teacher, Amba Gale called Crossing Thresholds. We reach these moments in our life, these thresholds that we encounter where we get to choose to cross over and see what lies on the other side for us. What’s on the other side of possibility and surrender? We reach these forks in the road and we can also choose to stay safe and reside in the familiar, which is totally okay as well. But for me, I have been called to cross this threshold and am fascinated by the spiritual process that is unfolding.
For me, I am choosing to cross thresholds on so many levels right now and I want to do so with my heart feeling alive, expansive, and full of hope. My partner is moving into our home with his two wonderful little kiddos and doggie with my son and I. There are so many changes mixed into this that I can choose to stay in anxiety and worry about things or I can choose to see the deeper unfolding, the leaning into love and possibility. To allow the gifts to expand. In this shifting, I am able to begin to let go of so many things about solo motherhood and widowhood. It is a really powerful change happening in my life in the context of a new school year in another year of COVID and just so many things. I am choosing to see what’s on the other side of my fear.
In these moments, we can envision ourselves in our new role, new surroundings, choosing to fully cross over and allow things to be new within ourselves. What parts of me are truly fixed and what parts of me can be fluid? Can I fully surrender, to allow myself to stand fully here and just be aware in this present moment? We get to decide what comes with us and what stays. Who am I willing to become on the other side of this? What parts of me do I want to nurture and hold close and what am I ready to leave behind? A big part of this work turns out to be the closure of things from our past that no longer serve us or that we are ready to honor and leave behind.
What does it mean to forgive and give closure? I heard someone say that forgiveness is giving up hope for a better past. It is a powerful thing. There is a beautiful traditional Hawaiian prayer the ho’ oponopono prayer that is simply:
“I’M SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU”
Take stock of the things that might keep you from moving forward in your life and consider finding closure, saying goodbye, clearing your energy to come forward with you by letting go, and allowing the past to rest. Perhaps there is some forgiveness needed, some closure, some willingness to let go.
Choose to believe that all shall be well! Thoughts that serve me in crossing through anxiety into a new realm. What does this mean in our bodies?
Big hugs,
Katy